June: Brooklyn, NY (SADNESS TO RELATE)
Sad summer time, the weather
Got hot, I didnt feel better
I had to drown away, confusion and the pain
and nothing followed
Wait what was this
What is what
What is nothing
But a sadness to relate
What's granted from that pain
From all the sorrow
I know, I know, I know, that it's hard to get it right until it's wrong
Your heart, it didn't get better
Made good by stormy weather
You killed it all away
Night into the day
And it was swallowed
Now it is gone
What we shared
That common bond born from the
Darkness of the time
A disconnected line
and Nothing's ringing
I know, I know, I know that its hard to get it right until it's wrong
I wish my heart could shape it
Make sense of just what changed you
So sad you had to turn so cold
I Know, I know, I know that its hard to get it right until it's wrong
Paris, France: Hotel Room: 23 Years Old
You brush your hair in the hallway and I'm sad
I heard you talking on the telephone to your man back home
and He says he needs you and each time he leaves you oh....
well it's just that and
he says you should remember the better times and all of it
will bring you back to him
Oh love, you can't have this moment, its all around you now and
Oh love, you wish it would open its heart for someone else
I stand and wrap my hand 'round the cigarettes from the desk near me
and i walk
out to the veranda and stand there in the morning air and it sanctifies me
and i think i
should write my mother and tell her how i love her
and the things that understand me
and i think how is my brother
does he wander
is he sad, is he lost like me.
oh your heart is breaking
oh your heart is taken
oh your heart is waiting on another to arrive
Winter: Apartment: In Love (SEA OF INK)
Wait on me and slowly bring me to my knees
Wait on my heart to fall into this murky sea of ink
January: Travel To Nashville
hung in the night
sorrounded in lights
dim amber and white
the river beside where
the road bends to tie
dirt to the sky
i feel it align
a memory inside
my heart
crack of thunder lights the road
a cut yellow line
and gasoline signs
a distant light burns somewhere up the road
raise up my heart
set it apart
from the others
and stop
don't tear it apart
i hate that it's hard
to find one not filled up with
darkness and scarred with
all of the sadness of love
I can't feel it anymore
I need it tonight,
I left it behind,
I wanna be reduced to nothing more
Feel my heart go.
